sihir..sihir..aku sihir jadi lelucon..bahan tertawaan..

tidak semuanya selalu terang teman..

buta atau dibuta-butakan..

kelayang

You be words, and I'll be music

Ain't you heard, that's how they do it?

You're a poem when you're on your own

I'll try not to get in your way

But I've all the poems I have known, baby, you give me something to say

I'll be words, and you'll be music

I concur, I can't refuse it

You're a sad little tune by yourself

So lovely I wanna sing along

If there's one thing I know I can tell, when we get together we're a song

Whenever I'm with you it's true it's

Everything you say and do it's

Words and music, you and I

Listen here, I've gotta say it

It's so clear, the way we should play it

I will carry you, together we'll float through the sky

We can marry too, together just look at us fly

Whenever I'm with you it's true it's

Everything you say and do it's

Words and music, you and I

When we fight it's rock & roll

When we make it up, it's soul

And in the meanwhile, freestyle, play-by-ear, improvise

It's clear we go together, it's been like this forever

You and I and words and music

Whenever I'm with you it's true it's

Everything you say and do it's true

You and I are, you and I are

You and I are words and music

(Sondre Lerche - Word and Music)

i don't need you make me a song. when we get together we're a song.

bukan pembenaran

pak polisi, pak jaksa, pak hakim, pak pengacara, pak mentri, pak presiden

saya mau curhat, saya kerjanya serabutan di pasar, kadang di terminal, kadang dapat kerja kadang tidak.

kemudian saya melakukan kriminal, saya nyolong. buat makan keluarga saya, ketahuan pula.

terus pak polisi tangkap saya.

pak jaksa tuntut saya nginap di penjara 3 tahun.

pak pengacara tidak mau bantu saya ngomong di pengadilan, saya tidak sanggup bayar.

pak hakimnya tidak mikir siapa yang carikan uang istri dan anak-anak saya ketika di penjara lama-lama.

pak mentri saya tidak kenal.

pak presiden alhamdulillah saya kenal, tapi beliau tidak kenal saya.

mencuri itu salah, dosa, tindakan kriminal, dan saya sadar. tidak benar saya melakukan hal terpuji itu untuk sekedar makan sehari dua hari. tidak dibenarkan oleh hati saya mencuri karena saya miskin, saya menyesal.

tapi pak pak, coba lihat yang lagi tenar diomong-omongkan itu. nyolong juga seperti saya. tapi dia tidak miskin pak. kerjaanya sudah bagus di gedung bagus, mobilnya bagus, rumahnya bagus, bajunya bagus. sudah kaya mau lebih kaya lagi, serakah dia pak. yang dicolong digit nolnya banyak pak, yang saya curi masih bisa dihitung pake jari. sedihnya hukuman kami tapi sama. dia bisa ijin keluar jalan-jalan keluar negeri, saya kangen sama istri dan anak saya cuma dikasi waktu sebentar. tapi tak apalah saya sabar saja. tapi bisa saya minta tolong pada bapak-bapak sekalian? tolong biayakan hidup keluarga saya selama di penjara. itu saja. kalau sudah keluar nanti mohon tolong doakan saja saya. doakan saya dapat kerja yang bagus seperti bapak yang banyak nyolongnya itu. biar saya bisa senang-senang di penjara kalau terpaksa ketahuan nyolong lagi :P

*ini fiksi ya. fiksi :)

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Diciptakan alam pria dan wanita

dua makhluk dalam asuhan dewata

Ditakdirkan bahwa pria berkuasa

adapun wanita lemah lembut manja

Wanita dijajah pria sejak dulu

dijadikan perhiasan sangkar madu

namun ada kala pria tak berdaya

tekuk lutut di kerling wanita

[Judul : Sabda Alam | Lagu : Ismail Marzuki]

feeling like a child

i'm 20th next year T.T i'll miss 'belasan tahun' 11st-19th. people call it 'transition' from child to be adult. there's a lot things change in me, expect my body.haha i deep inside my heart, i don't wanna be older. maybe that's why my body not growing, because i deny it :p almost 10 years past, i met a lot of people, countless story happen, worst things, best things, family, school, friends, foe, love, hate and everything! *my head spinning, nostalgic*

sometime i feel still like a child. for me the best gift from God to human it's childhood time. look at a children, they just just play. playing is their job. they don't really think about how about the next day, seems fool but pure. i miss it so much. i look at myself now, think that i become a paranoid. too much worried about future. i try to just enjoy it, but it's not too easy. Thank God i met the persons, some amazing person who can make me still real, still alive, still young, still spoiled, still innocent, still like a child. the arms that can make me feel safe to rest for a while, i feel stronger and weak at the same time, then continue the life again. i know that i must keep moving on in this life, i can't stay in the past. Thank God *Alhamdulillah* for the gift :)

i wanna grow up (not grow old). FOREVER YOUNG YEAAH!

what if

what if there's no having happy birthday, human just aging (?)

what if there's no new year eve, just take the old calendar from the wall and hang the new one (?)