We're All In The Dance

Morning, May 1 2010

finally I can drop my tears. just two drops, but it's make me feel alive. I listening to Feist song, We're All In The Dance. I don't really sure about what the song's mean. I watch the last scenes ofParis, je t'aime in Youtube, the songs play for the background sound of the movie. And I cry, because i saw everyone smile on the scenes. I'm not sad. In my heart, I said "Thanks God, I'm crying". I feel warmth when I see people, I'm glad they were smiling.

I thought I was lost my heart to feel sad or happy, but when I watch the last scenes of Paris, je t'aime, i now realize I was wrong. This is life and I must go on againts it. All of the pain still just too real for me, I can replace it. But I'm alive!

I don't need people to understand what I feel inside. Please just let me. Let me do what I wanna to do, because I don't force anyone to understands me. I don't want people to be under my control and I don't want to be under controled.

For all pain thing happen to me, I still alive and dance!

*this pict from

We all go round and round
Partners of lost and found
Looking for one more chance
All I know is,
We're all in the dance - Feist