mama

my favorite things to do at home is talking, talking with my family member. my father mostly talking about educations and his work, my brother mostly talking about...errh random hahahaha, and my mother talking about life (house, future, gossip, family). we like to do afternoon chat with tea or coffee, singkong goreng or cake. my favorite time!

in the end of this month, my father and my brother work out of city. just me and my mother at home. then the conversation begin..

i rub mother's back,

mama : who is your boyfriend?

me : i don't have boyfriend ma

(i stop rub her back -_-)

mama : good

me : ya, i'm not on the mood to make a new love relationship. one year later or more maybe. hahaha

mama : it's good. you still have a lot of 'boy' friends

me : haha. i think they more assume me as a boy, same like them. not a 'girl', i'm just a friend.

mama : as long as they still respect and not gauche at you. i trust that your friends are good.

me : yes they are ma

my mother never really care about my love story, but sometimes she surprising me with her surprising questions, like "where is (name of my ex :p)?", "are you still be a friend with him?" she open my photo folder, she know some familiar face, and she said "that's him!" she make me speechless. hahaha. know that she care, but her question -_-

when i do 'homework' like cleaning house floor, sweep, or arrange household, she said "you must be a neat girl, we don't know about your future. you will have your own family, your husband..bla bla bla" she talking about if my life not so 'straight', she mean that if i must work very hard first to get 'a good life', she wants me to ready in all conditions in the future. she want me to be strong and independent.

i think that someday i will leave this family, make my own family, i will totally live for my future family. my parents will give all them trust to my future husband to have me. hahahaha but it sad you know. for now, i will do my best to my family, then i will prepare myself to make a family. i wish that i'm not make my future husband feel sorry to choose me as his wife (ho?) hahaha. amin i wanna be like my mother. she a good teacher, she still have many time to care with her family, she still have time to cook for lunch and dinner. she a good wife, great women!